雨银。不能说的秘密

study week = holiday week

2011-04-23T05:33:00.000+08:00

had been wasting for the whole week of study week doing nothing.. haiz... perhaps I'm just being lazy.. Lazy and refuse to end my final so early.. Lazy and refuse to jz sit still and look at the books.. Lazy and refuse to grow up.. What I did for the pass few days was.. Mon : doing nothg..went to a low productivity class..thn Half Day trip to Seremban..(At least i got my fav food from there..

我多想有一位这样的朋友

2011-04-07T10:47:00.000+08:00

我多想有一位这样的朋友可以是男人，也可以是女人我多想有一位这样的朋友象亲情，似友情，却又胜过爱情我多想有一位这样朋友在开心快乐时，会想到对方可以一起相互分享p/s: And i think I have ady found mine..not only one...there are 6 of us... =) 我多想有一位这样的朋友在烦恼惆怅时，会想到对方倾听彼此内心深处的苦闷，一起分担彼此的痛苦我多想有一位这样的朋友出去吃饭，喝茶，逛街都不会忘记叫上对方我多想有一位这样的朋友工作累了，偶尔邀上几个其他的朋友，一起去附近散心，游泳，逛街，吃烧烤…… p/s: and again..the xiao zha bor gang came across my mind~~ 我多想有一位这样的朋友在一个人孤单彷徨时可以随时打电话给对方。

不要说我变了、我只是懂得了。

2011-04-01T21:02:00.002+08:00

请不要说我变、因为我没变。只不过懂得了，别人怎样对我、我就该怎样去对待别人。如今的绝情、冷淡，谁的杰作？不说话不代表我变，更不代表我对你没话题。那是因为我有心事，我也一直在、刻意的伪装。我所能承受的，又有能谁懂？我无处诉说、谁又能体会，我此刻的心情。在泪水滑落的一瞬间，唯有发泄，才能让我忘记、所有的烦恼。我不喜欢解释，是因为我觉得那是多余的。有时候解释的越多、反而觉得更没意义。一切顺其自然。我不是变、而是因为种种的原因。太多的无奈，我真的很委屈、也很寂寞。生活的所迫，我必须得承受。没资格去反抗，因为我没有能力。只能用脸上的笑容，来掩饰内心的脆弱。在没弄清楚我有没有变之前，必须得用心去了解，而不是凭一句你变了来断定。一个人是否真的有变化，我讨厌你变了这个词，对我而言、它有点恐怖，因为我害怕。一个人执着、会因为改变两个字，而伤害了另一个人。我一直没变、

Counselling session

2011-03-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

2 more session to go for my counselling session..and somehow...there is still one kinda feeling deep inside my heart...maybe “遗憾” is the best word to describe... 遗憾我们之间的回忆化为乌有~遗憾我们之间的友情湮灭~遗憾我们之间只剩下闪避~遗憾我们之间连最基本的招呼也打不成~ I know..this is just a small matter to most of the people..some of u may even think it is just some small case that I'm now acting like i broke up with my BF..lolz.. it may be a

找到这样的男朋友千万别分手!

2011-03-11T09:10:00.000+08:00

Saw tis in FB notes.. decided to copy at post in in my blog, jz to have a start to reactivate it...hahahaha....I'm just fu yan only..hehe...ignore me...hehee...Let's see..My bf...did he did all these things? 1.朦胧醒来回你信息..Hmm...only if my msg sounds urgent or sad..otherwise he will go for cleaning up 1st..But...it's okay...I dun really mind too... 2.半夜里接你的电话..Hmm..I dun call him during midnight...

Flood Preview

2011-03-04T09:51:00.000+08:00

I guess everyone is familliar bout the flood..well..It has been a vy vy long time agoo.just finding some topic to update my log dead blog...lolz.. The bomba to the rescue... to those who have been to segamat..Does this seems familiar to u?The main bridge.. The way we will take on our way back from bus station... The 2nd Bridge.. Try to imagine how high is the water... I guess this would even be

specially for Lobak...

2011-02-10T15:13:00.003+08:00

不同玫瑰支数代表的意义 1朵你是我的唯一、一见钟情、我的心中只有你 ONLY YOU！ 2朵二人世界、心心相印、相亲相爱、成双成对,这世界只有我俩！ 3朵我爱你 I LOVE YOU！ 4朵誓言、承诺、海誓山盟、四季平安 5朵无怨无悔，由衷欣赏 6朵顺利、一帆风顺六六大顺,六和同春 7朵喜相逢马到成功 8朵弥补、兴旺发达、吉祥如意 9朵坚定的爱；长相守，永相随 10朵十全十美、实心实意 11朵一心一意、心中最爱， 12朵全部的爱、我对你的爱以日俱增， 13朵暗恋 14朵好聚好散 15朵对你感到歉意I'M SORRY 16朵青春花季 17朵此情不渝伴你一生 18朵青春美丽、盛开的花朵 19朵爱到永久，爱到最高点 20朵生生世世的爱 21朵最爱、爱伊 22朵双双对对

shud I?

2011-01-16T18:21:00.001+08:00

Is thinking....hmm.. Shud I update a post about 2010.. the year of happiness and sadness??? shud I??????

Our Holiday..

2011-01-13T02:53:00.000+08:00

the last sem break was short.. around 3 weeks holiday...yet..I've been enjoying doing nothing with darling.. muacks.. it was our 1st X'mas celebration.. and it's a start for argument.. i just dun understand..small little things like whether to go or not to go will lead to big quarrel.. but... I'm really lucky.. And I'm really blessed, to have him...a much more higher EQ darling who always save

Singapore Trip(A post shud be posted long long ago....)

2010-12-28T11:34:00.000+08:00

My very very first Singapore trip...in SEPTEMBER??haha~~a post shud be posted up long long ago..and there u go... =) A SHORT one.. My very fist visiting place in Singapore..JURONG EAST BIRD PARK.. =) and..the gao diao me as usual...haha~~they were having performance at the bird park,me, volunteer myself to hold that hoop i guess..its ME!!haha.. It's a pair of love birds or parrot ya??cant

I've Never Been To Me

2010-12-16T09:59:00.000+08:00

Hey lady, you lady, cursing at your life You're a discontented mother and a regimented wife I've no doubt you dream about the things you'll never do But, I wish someone had talked to me Like I wanna talk to you..... Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run I took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun But I ran out of places and friendly faces because I

the best remedies..

2010-12-07T08:33:00.001+08:00

Darling..The one who is there..ALWAYS.. Was stresses with my final.. overloaded with insufficient time... serve me right!! had been doing last min work for years.. and I still never learnt my lesson..sobb~ Depress because of My time series.. or I should just say, I did SHITLY in ALL of my paper.. And I dunno why... sobb~~ have no mood at all to open my book last night, although I still have two

A Letter to Myself

2010-12-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

Dear Jee Yeng, You have been through years of exams.. UPSR, PMR, SPM Matics Final, 4 Semester of Uni Finals.. Yo have came so far through all these exams.. SPM, the most important exam for your secondary time.. the exam that you took 11 subjects.. and you have went through the period... Matrics Final, the most important final that determined your entrance to THE BEST LOCAL UNI in Malaysia..

Finn to Rachel: "you're amazing, just the way you are..."

2010-12-05T09:41:00.002+08:00

*LYRICS* Oh her eyes, her eyes Make the stars look like they're not shining Her hair, her hair Falls perfectly without her trying She's so beautiful And I tell her every day Yeah I know, I know When I compliment her She wont believe me And its so, its so Sad to think she don't see what I see But every time she asks me do I look okay I say When I see your face There's not a thing that I

I need A break

2010-12-01T06:12:00.000+08:00

I need a Break..To BREATH...Stress about the Final I'm having now..And I just dunno why..I din aim High..Mum even say result is not important.And yet..the piggy me..who sees sleeping is more important than everything is insane thinking that sleeping much is guilty.. wasting time on bed is a guilt..argh!!i just dunno what I want..This Final is driving me crazy..I act as I'm calm..I'm ok with my

The Crazy Daysss

2010-11-30T09:07:00.000+08:00

I Miss the daysss..especially at this stressful period..I miss everyone whom we play, we enjoyed, we laugh, we cry and be fat together...The crazinness we shared..The stupid things we did..The fat we added..The fights we gone through..I miss you all.... I just need another crazy way for me to distress..lazy to complain as it wont help..trying hard 2 study yet..self confidence make me

2010-11-29T08:28:00.000+08:00

你可知道當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服一絲不掛的在他面前是需要多少的愛你可知道女人為什麼會背朝你睡因為她不喜歡看你的背影如果你以後抱著她睡她會安心一整個晚上你可知道女人把每一次的愛情當作是初戀也是這輩子最後一個來愛你可知道女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你而是你在她心中太美好她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中你可知道深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後自己卻轉身不斷哭泣你可知道當女人頂著哭花的臉走在街上不管是不是有人在看她時她的心已經快要死了你可知道她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨也只會對她在乎的人耍性子你可知道她的任性她的壞脾氣其實都只是在對你撒嬌希望你更重視她你可知道假若她不愛你她根本不會對你發火不會希望你去哄她更不會為你掉眼淚因為她不愛的人沒那本事你可知道當你離開她留下她獨自一人她有多大的期待和恐懼而這一切都只是因為她愛你

N times of complaining...

2010-11-24T05:24:00.003+08:00

It's my 5th FINAL in UM..and i NEVER LEARN my lesson...dunno how many times shud i DO MY LAST MIN work..haiz...How I wish I have Hui Yee's determination..How I wish I have Sin Yee's Brain...How I wish I have Jessica's concentration..How I wish I have Emily & Amy's hardworking..How I wish I can don't really care like Lobak... Haiz..How I wish is How I wish..Dreamland is always perfect...and we are

施文斌 - 我我我因爲你

2010-11-23T07:31:00.002+08:00

如果可以让我先说　我我我我不懂把握世界太危险刺激　所以对你太啰嗦你想我做些什么　我我我我浪漫不多要对你大声的说　是爱你太执着我要为你挡着风挡着雨　在风雨里写爱你的诗句我的世界为你变得很直接　突然有一天开口的第一句因为有着你我就不再孤单　因为爱着你我也不怕难堪为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险　我的爱情就是你出现在我的世界我要为你挡着风挡着雨　在风雨里写爱你的诗句我的世界为你变得很直接　突然有一天开口的第一句因为有着你我就不再孤单　因为爱着你我也不怕难堪为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险　我的爱情就是你出现因为有着你我就不再孤单　因为爱着你我也不怕难堪为了你很勇敢不怕去冒险　我的爱情就是你出现在我的世界

Random

2010-11-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

hmm..has been talking alot to my aunt's niece lately..and I'm really thankful..for being loved by so many... Friends..are always the one who coloured my day..was sharing with her bout the friends i have.. and I think of everyone I met...The one whom hurts me..The one whom supported me..The one whom protected me..The one whom treat me as friends... My definition for F.R.I.E.ND.S is just very

浪花兄弟 - 你是我的ok绷

2010-11-15T09:33:00.002+08:00

一个人的时候在陌生的街头抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空 i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我谢谢你鼓励我勇气是你给我让我迈开脚步一起往前走 i know i know 你是我的ok绷在每一个时候拿一个旧皮箱装着我的梦想我要开始决定旅程的方向设计稿在桌上一叠伟大理想当成这些卖不出去公仔的床有天我突发奇想把这些公仔送孤儿院的小孩看着他们的表情满足的那模样看着他们快乐我也跟着饱了离开了家乡开始我的流浪身上只带着公仔qpee和guitar 它们陪着我永远不寂寞还有还有一只大狼狗牠名叫阿福整天跟着我在我最最难过的时候给我温暖的眼神肯定的微笑准备往前出发一个人的时候在陌生的街头抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空 i know i know 地球另一端有你陪我谢谢你鼓励我勇气是你给我让我迈开脚步一起往前走 i know i

我，已经选择了你.你叫我怎么放弃......

2010-11-12T22:54:00.001+08:00

有人说：爱，是一种责任。现在我才明白，原来责任，就是一辈子我不是碰不到更好的，而是因为已经有了你，我不想再碰到更好的；我不是不会对别人动心。而是因为已经有了你，我就觉得没必要再对其他人动心；我不是不会爱上别的人，而是我更加懂得珍惜你，能在一起不容易，已经选定的人就不要随便放手，世界上好的人数不清，但遇到你就已经足够。即使你不是最好的，甚至不是最合适我的，但却是我最珍惜的，缺点可以改正，性格可以磨合。但机会失去了就再也没有了。有人说：爱，是一种责任。现在我才明白，原来责任，就是一辈子现在想想为什么那么多在激情之后变平淡了的感情能一步步坚持到了最后。除了已经习惯，爱到深处之外，应该还有两个人的互相搀扶，不离不弃吧。。

♥ My 21st Birthday greatest Surprise from him..♥

2010-11-08T22:08:00.005+08:00

"forever was just a word, something I’d only heard about before.But now you’re always there for me makes believe in forever when you said so..." ♥Us♥ Him....the one who I din even dream of having someone like him..The one who loves me more than I ever think of...The one who cares me more than himself..The one who remember every single little thing I said even better than me..The one who is the

simple gathering + celebration with my sweethearts..

2010-11-08T18:41:00.000+08:00

It's my 4th year celebrating my BIG DAY with my sweethearts.. the one when we bonded our strong friendship in KMJ..a small but a memorable place...D406,the room where we share our joy and tears...the room where we turn fat together...the room where we enjoy every moment together.. the 1st celebration without the xie jiaos...no cakes war..no shouting when talking,..just a simple warm celebration

一个“哦”伤了多少人（转）

2010-10-31T10:28:00.001+08:00

来源：顾琛的日志约好：不要再说“哦”字了，好吗？当你说出只“哦”字时，我真的不知道怎么回复你了，你们知道吗？ “哦” ----- 我们说好不要再说这个字好吗？请善待“哦”这个字！！！ “哦”是网络发展进化出的一种无语的表达方式，特别没有感情的一个字、类似冷笑。你有过这种经历吗？在你与哪个人聊天时，聊着聊着对方闪过一个“哦”字。你便会再也找不到思路，而通常你们的每一个谈话都会以“哦”这个字结尾。是无语才会说“哦”。。。。。。其实你是知道的，我们都知道：在你和心爱的人聊天时，对方回复你一个“哦”字时，你心里的五味瓶一定打碎了，滋味都乱了，对吧？在你和你多年不联系的朋友联系上时，你们叙旧、你们畅谈、对方回复你一个“哦”字，难道你还有兴致继续说下去吗？你知道的、他是不想和你说了才会说“哦”。是以“哦”这样简单的形式告诉你：忙你的吧，别烦我！

♥simple outing with HIM♥

2010-10-30T11:21:00.004+08:00

hmm.. it was our last outing before we went back for our study week..was bored with Mid Valley ady..so I suggested-----> ONE UTAMA!!it took us a loooooong journey to One Utama..tiring and SLOW..arghh~~Luckily I have a high EQ darling there..otherwise i would have burst out~~~ Reached there.long queue for Movie ticket...queued and finally bought our ticket...RetiredExtremely Dangerous R.E.D

♥ Lover forever and Friends For Life ♥

2010-10-30T08:42:00.001+08:00

I'm just a simple girl with a simple life.. and the MOST IMPORTANT is...I'm surrounded with ♥♥♥ LOVE ♥♥♥I have family which love and take good care of me..I have friends that love and care about me..I have my darling to be there for me no matter what happen... It was suppose to celeb shan's birthday too.. and so off we go to Lot 10 Shabu One... The policy changed.. using Student card we can only

Surprise BiRthDay Celebration??

2010-10-26T17:13:00.003+08:00

hmm.. suppose to be at class at this momment.. the lazy bump like me, OVERSLEPT for the class.... so.. I'm here...to BLOG about the GREAT BIGGEST SURPRISE ever~~ =) I know there will be a birthday celebration together with the xiao zha borss.. and i assume it wil be on Thurs because they were keep asking me when am I going back for Holiday.. (Me--ACTING SMART!!..><) until.. when me and Lobak

birthday celebration??

2010-10-21T15:20:00.000+08:00

my previous post was about how do i feel about birthday celebration.. hmm.. my 21st birthday is coming counting down in... hmm.. perhaps 2 or 3 weeks time?? yet... I have no special mood for this special day... i used to be very excited when my birthday is coming.. yet... this time... to me.. Birthday celebration is really not a big deal.. I used to plan for my friend's 21st birthday. giving

untitled

2010-10-21T14:59:00.000+08:00

just a simple blog post...nothing much happen recently... the only "BIG EVENTS" that hav my shadow is..The Sing k sessions v my beloved JiMui from Matric...The random SKIPPING CLASS and just to SING K with my xiao zha bor gangss coursemates..HY's 21st simple birthday gathering..CS,TY,Xiao Xing xXing birthday high profile noisy xie jiao's celebration..SUKMUM nt so frequent land training...tonnes

saying no??

2010-10-06T14:35:00.004+08:00

HAS BEEN SAYING NO RECENTLY.... saying NO for attending birthday party that i dun feel like attending.. saying NO for the lunch outing that had been planned.. saying NO for joining lunch with coursemates.... saying NO when I really really DO NOT WANT... it might be very common to others for saying NO... but not to me.. I don't know how to reject people.. I don't know how to say NO.. I just cant

2010-09-24T17:28:00.002+08:00

没力气总是懒洋洋的赖着你怀你顽皮兮兮是该做些事心里有甜蜜的不想要不想要睁开眼睛我和你频率如此接近没压力自在做我自己第一次感受这种爱的决心只想要只想要和你一起 I Wanna Be With You 爱你好幸福想要和你建造一个爱的小屋 I Wanna Be With You 爱你好满足享受最甜美的束缚有你的呵护我不再孤独

To him...其实我懂…♥

2010-09-19T23:16:00.006+08:00

谢谢你给的爱… read tis post in fb, decided to copy and post in my blog...telling myself again... How lucky am I.. ♥女生不懂，当女生在为男生不打电话生气时，男生可能在干着又苦又累的工作。。。He will still sms me no matter how busy he is..telling me that he is busy, will msg me as soon as he is free...Letting me know I'm always in his heart by giving me a sms whenever he has a short break during his busy period... ♥女生不懂，当男生为女生披上他自己的衣服是，

random updates

2010-09-06T17:54:00.000+08:00

hmm.. holiday started.. 2 weeks break... bt.. stil not in the mood to starts my studies for the mid term.. and decided to jz reactivate my long-dead blog~~ where shall i start..hmm. It's gonna be a seriously random one where I'll just see what i have in my pictures folder..^^ The Malacca trip after Intern...free and easy where me and darling went together v my friends, hui leng and Char Kie...

2010-08-26T08:52:00.005+08:00

phrase of the day: "If you are not important to me, why do I bother??!" it's great to have someone there for you always... and every argument, every fight do leave a scare...yet...it bond us together even tighter...and I'm glad to have him..=) The one,who put me as his priority...The one,who listen and remember every single thing i said..The one, who is there for me no matter how tired he

17th Aug...

2010-08-19T08:20:00.005+08:00

17th Aug.. I 'm getting to hate this date... it's owez blue...down...and memories come pouring.... Big head... can you feel us that day? the day where we were having fun at McD? where everyone is putting our smile on our face.. where everyone is as normal as usual.. where everyone as high profile as usual.. where we are still the noisiest among the crowd.. The day was as usual if u are still

2010-08-11T03:36:00.002+08:00

u jz came across my mind at this momment.. for all the love u gave...all the care u show...all the things u did...thank you for being there... i love u...

HaPpy Birthday! My love..

2010-08-09T14:44:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday My Love..It's your BIG DAY... and i hope u enjoyed the party u have that day.. Special thx for those who came all the way from UM.. To all his hometown friend...thx for making his day so cheerful..thx for the nice shirt and the Cake.. u guys really helped out alot v the cake.. Shan...the one who really made me feel better to see some familiar face.. His brothers... and us... He

emotional me...

2010-08-03T08:23:00.000+08:00

had became emotional recently... and i dunno why.. the emo feeling owez come visiting.. i wanna start study.. bt me = WORDS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS!! I Hate myself for doing the last min owez.. to keep asking que to my coursemate bout wat shud i do nw.. to keep asking them que in studies.. I just hate it... being vy emotiona and moody makes me more pek chek.. dunno wat shud i do.. land

friends....

2010-07-29T09:10:00.000+08:00

had been through lots of friendship issues since my secondary school.. every time... the negative me will appear...which will even irritate my friends more.. thinking that I'm no more important... thinking that I'm nobody.... thinking that I'm being boycott... thinking that I'm just a passenger in their life.. thinking that I have been forgotten.. thinking that I have been abandoned...

The funniest video ...LOL...

2010-07-23T10:04:00.000+08:00

the trailer of..The Movie "RAT CATCHING in B103"... SWT...AFTER A FEW TIMES OF WATCHING...STILL CAN LAUGH.. STILL CAN SHOUT...... BOMB!!! ~~~~~~The show~~~~~ Enjoy it ba...hahaha~~LOL...

Bon Odori 2010

2010-07-22T10:12:00.000+08:00

Every year, Malaysia Bon Odori Festivals also celebrated in Penang and at the Matsushita Corp Stadium in Shah Alam, Selangor. This celebration, which is a major attraction for the state of Selangor, is the brain child of the Japanese Expatriate & Immigrant's Society in Malaysia. In comparison to the celebrations in Japan, the festival is celebrated on a much smaller scale in Penang and

new start

2010-07-21T10:54:00.000+08:00

dear blog... so sorry for abandon u for such such long... well.. life is still same.. yet.. the intern period which really makes me grow helped out alot... lost one of our best buddies of xie jiao during that period... learned the way of telling myself to hang on... get to know what r really true friends and who r just passengers in your life... get myself used to a long distance relationship..

short one

2010-06-26T07:50:00.000+08:00

tis wil b a vy short post to express my feeling about HOW SUCKS WORKING LIFE IS!! long story.. while ppl is happy counting down for their working life for 5 more days.. me?? gotta go bac 2 company on Sat & Sun... n... working life is soOoo stressful!! i hate it! peeps.. long story man... wash ur ears n b prepared...

It's time for...GATHERING!!Celebration...and of course....SHOPPING

2010-06-14T13:11:00.000+08:00

Best Bro ever..^^ These are my bros who really touches my heart...that we can mix with each other despite our genders..that we can share everything..that we can tell everything... i went City Square on Saturday..after 1 month at JB, i finally went there..special thanks to Han Siong for the sudden plan...the purposely come down to JB to celebrate their 21 years old birthday...they can hav better

the lucky me...

2010-06-04T07:47:00.002+08:00

This will be a short post as there's no suitable words nor sentence for me to describe bout him..the one..that i cant afford to loose... the one..that my love towards him goes deeper everyday... the one..my most special one... Have you ever met a guy that will not care if u r fat? Have you ever met a guy that will not care that u r really not girlish enough? Have you ever met a guy that is

学会放下…一路好走……也还好，大家都还是在一起……

2010-05-30T18:05:00.000+08:00

大头… 你好吗？我想，我们都很好… 一切也正在回归正常… 我们也在尝试接受你离去的事实… 记得你出殡的那天，经过了大家熟悉不过的东甲，每一条街，每一家店…有我们的回忆… 沉重的心情，仲信唱着歌，陪着你，陪着大家…走完你的路~ 仪式结束后，大家，心情也平复了不少… 甚至还可以说水哭得比较丑，谁点起了那发达的泪眼线… 那天，仲信告诉我他梦见了你… 听着他的梦境，用着你的口头谈，眼泪不知不觉滑落… 希望你真的能像在仲信的梦境一样，快乐… 放心，我们会好好的替你把未完成的路，一起走完~~

R.I.P

2010-05-13T03:04:00.005+08:00

he's there whenever we have our gathering...he's there, being the one who bring all those craziness with Ming cher..he's there whenever we ask for a gathering...he's there to bring us joy..happiness..fun...he's there to be the planner...a gd tempered fren..n sorry to burst out to u whenever my temper came..sorry for not concerning about you..sorry for not being with you when you were down..

the journey back home

2010-05-13T02:59:00.000+08:00

CS called... and asked... Can translate this msg for me?It's frm Big head's sis...frm Naiba... " My bro is gone.They Found his body at Kuantan.Please inform his friend" was stressed with my works... this msg came.. strike me again... i wanted to cry.. bt.... no tears.. there's somethg in my heart... i felt there's something missing.. yet... there's no words for me to describe how i feel..

感触

2010-05-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

看着她们收拾…床、橱清空了…桌面，干净了…衣服塞到了旅行箱…所有的东西也清完…连同大家的回忆也打包了~ 今天的感触特别多… 有不舍，可惜，伤心…所有离别之情都在心里翻滚…C110 的一点一滴…从我们第一天到这间房…从我们相识那一天…一起为PKB,PTB熬夜的日子…一起练扯铃的时间…一起看戏，一起gossip,一起分享心事…喜欢看着你们在我床上打架…一起吃MaggieMee…一起去逛街、唱K，走PasarMalam…那么多那么多的回忆~乏味的大学生活因为你们也变得有趣~ 直到……从误会发生…开始伪装…开始寻找话题…开始沉默…成为最熟悉的陌生人… 直到……原本放着3粒扯铃的橱德位置，不知何时已被杂物取代~原本放满食物的篮子，不晓得何时被旧报纸取代~原本喧闹的房间，不晓得何时变得冷清清~原本无话不谈的我们，不晓何时得变得很生疏~原本对彼此不客气的我们，不晓得何时变得那么多礼心，在淌着血~

...

2010-05-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

there's somethg not right here...i can feel it...bt..i dunno what's going wrong.....

what a day

2010-05-01T03:49:00.010+08:00

30th April..a day full of bitterness, sadness..bt ended up with sweetness,happiness...was striving hard 2 aim for a B- for Macro..study, n did every tutor tips...shud be able to get an A- after finished all those..yet...the Panic me came...was panic...was scare..n was Blank for the two hours paper..keeping a finger cross that i'll pass this..otherwise a RETAKE is for sure..1st time..my very 1st

short break...

2010-04-28T10:20:00.005+08:00

special credit to hui yee for d invitation for a movie yest after our socio paper..n so..we were off for Movie last night...padahal me n Hui Yee is having our next paper on this coming Friday, and BK's next paper is on Thurs..n..SO WHAT?..its MOVIE TIME!!HAHA...Hui Yee n Zhen went for "When In Rome" which I think it's a nice,Romantic comedy too..but....haha...me & Bk went for "Ice Kacang Puppy

Bride Wars(Ji Muiss...)

2010-04-28T09:32:00.005+08:00

hmm...finished 4 papers n 2 more to go..dun even think I wil hav an A for the 4 paper i've taken...and even..the upcoming 2 more sub..haiz....bt it's me..never better in academic...getting used to it...LOLnever put in hope either...watched Bride Wars after Sosio..a vy nice, funny, romantic comedy.."A clerical error tests the lifelong friendship of two brides-to-be by scheduling their respective

"Beautiful" by Jim Brickman

2010-04-25T09:52:00.002+08:00

From the Moment I saw you, From the moment I looked into your eyes There was something about you I knew I knew That you were once in a life time A treasure near impossible to find And I know how lucky I am to have you Chorus: Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away The beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day And when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few

一年里的情人节^^

2010-04-18T10:47:00.001+08:00

◎日記情人節(Diary Day)：1月14日在這一天，情侶們會互贈足夠紀錄一整年戀愛情事的日記本，以此象徵兩人將攜手走過未來一年，並留下更多美好回憶。◎華崙亭情人節(Valentine's Day)：2月14日西元3世紀時，羅馬皇帝為避免已婚男子不願離家當兵，發布了一道禁止結婚的法令，但華崙亭主教依舊違背皇帝旨意，秘密為青年人舉行婚禮。他因此遭到監禁，並於西元273年2月14日死在獄中。後人為了紀念他，將他殉難這天訂為「華侖亭日」，後來便成為世人耳熟能詳的情人節。在西洋傳統裡年輕人是華崙亭日的主角，他們在這個節日裡鄭重其事地為戀人選擇禮物、鮮花，以表達自己的愛慕之情。痴情的少女則會按古老傳說，在華崙亭日前一晚把月桂樹葉放在枕頭上，盼望自己在夢中同自己的心上人相會。在美國，華崙亭日不僅是年輕人的節日，親人朋友間也可以互送小禮物，以表達感情、增進友誼。

Have a smile!

2010-04-15T11:03:00.003+08:00

THIS IS WHAT SAD LOOKS LIKE 這就是悲傷的眼神 THIS IS WHAT SORRY LOOKS LIKE 這就是抱歉的眼神BAD SPELLING - 這拼字太差了吧 PRIVACY PLEASE - 請注重隱私 LOUD ENOUGH FOR YOU? 夠大聲了吧 BAD JUDGMENT - 判斷力太差了 SHOCKING ACCIDENT - 嚇死人了 McBURNT 麥燒光 I'D RATHER HOLD IT - 寧可忍住 PILE UP - 堆起來 THIS IS GOING TO HURT - 很累耶 FORGOT SOMETHING 忘了什麼了？ LET ME EXPLAIN 我可以解釋.... THESE WILL MAKE YOU SMILE! 你要遲到了哈哈..HOW WAS YOUR CEREAL THIS MORNING

堕落~

2010-04-13T06:40:00.005+08:00

(堕落-ing~)I have not been myself recently..at least nt longer the last min me..previous Study Week was the time i can slp for only a couple of hours, thn study...(althugh it doesn really work, my result are stil bad, bt at least i studied....)tis sem's study week?its was like a holiday week to me..enjoying high internet speed, movies, nice food everyday..getting rounder and rounder, yet it's stilL

random

2010-04-09T17:58:00.012+08:00

Study Week is just around the corner...yet..I'm still not in the mood of study..I'm not smart at all..yet..the worst part is I'm the LAZIEST PERSON u c on earth..stupid, yet lazy..i wonder hw i manage to enter UM..i wonder hw i manage to survive in UM..i wonder hw...haiz..No mood to touch book nor open book..jz update abit of hw did i enjoy my days after settle Quan Bian...LOLya..enjoy..n..OVER

外表开心的人..

2010-03-30T23:22:00.002+08:00

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！他们只想简简单单、

craps

2010-03-30T21:28:00.003+08:00

had been "abandoned" my blog for soOoOo long....how's everyone??ha..there's nt much thg 2 post recently...life is back to usual..with enough slp..healthy lifestyle...too much food..getting rounder and rounder..learnt hw 2 remain silent...found someone special...finished choir...asgmt is all around d corner...n i'm owez d blur case...nt a problem solver yet a problem creator...ppl x trust me for

（转贴）會讓每個女孩子哭的答案

2010-03-21T06:32:00.000+08:00

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全辩之误打误撞篇~

2010-03-19T10:23:00.015+08:00

看了好多筹委的notes,大家的文笔都很好…也很担心自己超烂的文笔成了大家的笑点^^不过，不管大家啦，我还是我~ble :P...一个想用简单的言语述说我与全辩的点点滴滴~误打误撞，我参了全辩…进了马大两年，马大华文学会有那么多的特别活动：大相、大摇，全中华等，我都从未参加过。唯独“全辩”我还参了两届…第11届的全辩，我还是个blurblur 的junior,误打误撞添了form,成了小小小的保姆…第十二届的全辩，还真是误打误撞的把自己给牵涉在内~~swt...还记得当初明泽打了通电话给我，像往常一样吹吹水，突然间问起了要不要帮他？进全辩，而我，也莫名其妙的答应了…误打误撞，我成了中委…还记得当初的全辩只有明泽、惠育、我…在那个时候，我连什么都不是，只是一味地帮明泽，与他一起interview...之后，Bong 姐来了，珍琦来了，雪飞来了…我们五人开始了“马大宿舍寻筹委之旅”…

(转贴)遇见. 错过. 放下

2010-03-17T07:37:00.002+08:00

茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你？第一个是自己,第二个是你最爱的人，第三个是最爱你的人，第四个是共度一生的人.首先会遇到你最爱的人，然後体会到爱的感觉；因为了解被爱的感觉，所以才能发现最爱你的人；当你经历过爱人与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，这三个人通常不是同一个人；你最爱的，往往没有选择你；最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱也不是最爱你的，只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人。你，会是别人生命中的第几个人呢？没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。当一个人不爱你要离开你，你要问自己还爱不爱他，如果你也不爱他了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；如果你还爱他，

CNY 2010^^

2010-02-18T16:03:00.015+08:00

I would say This is the Craziest CNY i had..^^its hard 2 blog bout it..so..I'll let the pictures tell the stories.....words will tell some stories without pictures...This CNY is special bcz its on Valentine's Day..and, its memorable with a simple sweet bt shocking msg...^^CNY 2010 Roars!!~^^I reached home on Thurs tat day...started hangging out v my friend on Fri..which is 年29 at Pei Chee's shop.

random..

2010-02-13T15:21:00.010+08:00

I'm BACK home!!!HOME Sweet HOME!!i feel good at home...i feel calm at home..its d best place ever.enjoying every moment nw....^^really..:North South East West,Home is the Best!!Home is the best place for me 2 escape from everythg~~for the previous weeks..all of the quan bian MTs were soOoo busy with all the stuff that r suppose 2 b on date...was dead in my Macro mid term...totally dead..haiz...

...

2010-02-10T09:25:00.002+08:00

dunno wat shud i title my tis blog post..jz finished my macro mid term...besides speechless..i dun feel anythg...tis is my 1st time for nt being so panic b4 exam..tis is my 1st time for being so calm during exam..tis is my 1st time for nt crying after doin badly in exam...n..i dunno wat happen...normally..on my way 2 exam..my course mates' ears wil b vy vy pain..n i'll keep grumbling...n they

summarise of the week.....

2010-02-08T06:53:00.011+08:00

i was suppose 2 do my quan bian stuff nw...yet..I'm here...yeah right..I'm back 2 blogging again...LOL...this week is a week with lots of high and down...1st Feb...its the 1st time where she fu's activity is such successful..our 1st time with the full attendance of AJKs..our 1st time having so many participants in an event...our 1st time being such success..we went to Sg Buloh 麻风病院.....at 1st i

emo

2010-02-07T00:44:00.003+08:00

being moody recently..n i dunno why..the water supply condition in UM is making me even more frust...the un-stoppable meeting is making me so stress...the choir practice commitment is making me 2 push myself 2 d limit..and..my major: my STUDIES..tutor..assgmt..mid term...ARGH!!!is driving me crazy!!it seems like i'm owez d onebeing neglected...being forgotten...being ignored...n..i dunno why...i

BURST!!!

2010-02-04T16:39:00.003+08:00

I'm going to burst...I feel like shouting...I feel like crying..I wonder why m i in this stupid UM!!this stupid college!!!this kinda study environment!!argh!!!!!!NO water during day time....NO wifi during night time...wt*!!!@#$%^%$#$%^&*&^%$%^&*&^%$i'm so damn frust now!meeting tonight until infinity time....mid term tml...life is miserable when there is activities...life sucks when there is no

Another busy Tuesday…^^

2010-02-03T09:14:00.004+08:00